Typically Malaysian

Sunday, November 22

Dear Ai Li Ng,

You just freaking screwed things up. Big time. Let's see who saves you now.

Friday, November 20

Quick one before dinner!

Dear Lord, I thank you for all the people You have put in my life!

Amen.

Every time I find a reason to get upset or feel down, something will appear right before me to cheer me up.

And today, that blessing came in the form of an email. Again, it wasn't anything extravagant. Just a simple mail with simple words. But it put a smile on my face.

And for that, I am grateful. Grateful that while my life is not all that perfect, I have what it takes to get by and be happy.

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I regret putting a smiley behind "Facial" in yesterday's post. It was freakinnnng painful.

But I bought my white formal shirt. And I am super happy because it is what I would call a Super Value Buy.

Gonna wear it for IO presentation (although not presenting) :D

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If people are being a pain in the arse to you, does it make the world any better by being a pain in the arse back to them?

I think not.

Thursday, November 19

Confused..

..perhaps also a little disorientated.

I keep thinking today is Friday. -_-

Meaning to say, Colloquium is tomorrow, lucky all the subjects this semester doesn't require presenting at the Colloq.

Sudden thought, I've only presented once at the Colloq, for 201- The 'conformity' exp! Funny eyh, I thought there would have been more than one for my 3 years here.

BUT I AM NO WHERE NEAR COMPLAINING.

Count blessings also lei mm chit!

If today is a Friday, I am one day closer to my dooms too. Cuz it'll mean I have one day left to complete everything before flying off to KT. T__T

I think I've been giving lecturers a not very good impression of myself this entire week. But I am doing my best already so what more can I do? /shrugs

I also think my sleeping habits are officially taking its toll on me. I just had a heavy dinner- something I do not usually do, I usually have light dinners or skip dinners because of the fear of gaining the extra kg's.

But I was mad hungry and I did have lunch at 12ish today!

Facial tmr! :D

Anyways, if today were a Friday, I'd probably be panicking by now. If it were not for the kawans, I'd be panicking now even.

So thank yous, youuuu youuuu and youuuu! <3

Wednesday, November 18

What's left?

Thesis II
Movie Review
Individual Journal
Human Mo assignment (replacement for not conducting workshop)
IO Group Presentation
Thesis Defense
Finals

That's it right? =/

Shouldn't be that big a problem (guar). *pouts*

Jia you, Aili Ng!!

It's been raining a lot lately. And the weather has been on the cold side. AE I is a huge refrigerator, literally. I had this random / hilarious/ illogical thought that it might just start snowing in Malaysia.. Pff..

Anyway, I think I'm slacking. And I sure as hell shouldn't be. Not at this point in time.

So, back to work.. Focus focus!

Monday, November 16

5 days.. and so much to complete.

5 days isn't much, can I complete everything I need to? I don't know.

But I sure as hell better!

I just cleaned doggie poo poo and doggie pee pee!

And while I won't call my biological clock screwed, I certainly am about to screw it all up by procrastinating during the day and only working in the wee hours of the morning.

As such, I have decided: Fine, I am going to sleep in the day and do work at night.

But because I skipped dinner, my stomach is now hungry like mad. Just awhile earlier, I was craving for some fried sausage bun..

The cleaning of poo and pee somehow erased that thought for a bit.

I need to do something to the hair.. it's getting really boring.

I've got so muchhh to do.. I wanna cry (the last bit in a non-serious tone).

Sunday, November 15

Sharing is Caring

Very Jason Mraz-ish. I like!

Saturday, November 14

Gemini

Good morning, World!

My horoscope read:

"All you want to do today is get away and commune with your soul."

How shall I interpret this?

As for as I am concerned, I want to this every other day too.

LOL.

Friday, November 13

The Bright Side

Very bad attempt at playing with the contrast / brightness / color of the picture, but oh well.. I kinda like it, still.

Hm. This has been happening often. The feeling of experiencing the thoughts but not knowing how to convey it into words.

I got an email today, it probably wasn't meant to produce the effect it had on me, but I felt happy. Happy knowing that there's always someone somewhere out there who's watching your back, who'd support you, who'd stand up for you..

I know just 2 posts ago, I said that I'd be blogging less because I've got tonnes to do. But spending a couple of minutes each day penning down my thoughts prove to be somewhat therapeutic.

I still need to clean the room cause I have been allowing things to keep stacking up. My closet needs to be 'reviewed' again soon.. It's weird how I haven't been shopping but the space keeps decreasing. How come?

As far as work is concerned, there's still a lot to do. But I believe if I put my heart to it, it'll be done.

Beauty tip: Keeping nail polish in the fridge! It works like magic. I tried it, way smoother application, u should try it too.

Pushing the Limits

The sky is the limit!

That's what people say, that's what we're told. That's what succesful people would tell you if you asked them how did they do it in the first place.

While I like to believe that the sky is the limit, I am afraid my limits are 'not that high'. My limits, are as matter of fact, fragile and about to be crossed.

And I don't think I'm strong enough to get through it this time. It's damn scary.

Everything is coming at full force, one massive blow. I am afraid, very afraid that this blow is going to be fatal (not in the sense of death lah, but more so, too much for me to handle).

Why did I make the decision I made?

Why did I not see all this coming?

Why did I slack so much when I knew how important all this is?

Why did I ..

Why am I still here?

Perhaps it's a cry for help.

Thursday, November 12

Black or White, I prefer Grey

Some sakai spammed my comment box. T_T

If you're dead bored and having nothing to do, go read it.

I don't think you'd laugh, neither do I find it entertaining, but it amuses how people actually bother to comment such stuff.

Anyhow, my to-do-list seems to be never ending. Not that I am complaining.

Anyway, Malaysian Qualifiers are a couple of days away, one week and 3 days to be exact. I am saying this because I realize no one seems to be aware that I'll be away, again.

I don't know what am I trying to do. Maybe I overestimated myself, or maybe I just wasn't thinking. Either way, when there's a will, there's a way right?

Hope all those doing the Raja Muda will have a good time..

Man, I feel like sulking.